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Saturday, September 20, 2008

New Life


It's been so long since my last post, a lot of things has happened to me,
from loosing internet connection at home,not getting my contract extended at my previous office,being unemployed, take a risk to an interview in Singapore, and now currently working in Singapore. Anyway this is not what i have expected or planned before, i never think that i would be working in Singapore even though during my holiday on last Christmas i was once dreaming to work here :p However my plan was to accomplished 2 years working at my previous office in Jakarta and then look for some master degree, the plan was totally failed, my contract wasn't extended and i become unemployed again.
During my unemployed my life was pretty devastating, i woke up everyday at 12 pm, no mood to work out at gym or even helping my mother at home, i have no motivation, i was hopeless. The reason why i was so hopeless was on my last day at work i got a second call from an insurance company, i was convinced that i was accepted but after that they didn't call me for more than 2 weeks, so i have 2 disappointments: my contract wasn't extended and being rejected by the company i have applied.
Until i got a call from a company in here which i had applied through http://www.jobsdb.com, only they want me to come to Singapore for an interview which was a big dilemma but then i decided to take the risk and thanks to god the interview process went smooth and now I'm happily working here :D
Sometimes in life, we make plans about our future but it suddenly ruined and we get devastated, but then it could be better than we have expected as long as we keep trying, even the founder of Apple Steve jobs have it here is his story
I'm now feel very blessed, my company is very nice and i meet many nice people here, the only thing I still regret is my obey to help my mom at home when i was unemployed, I'm planning to buy her something maybe from mark&spencer or other good stuffs.
I believe that God really works in mysterious way, now matter how sad or tough we went through there will always be something good beneath it, and when your plan(or your life)is totally messed up we will always reverse back a while and start from the scratch.
Anyway, moral of this story is: Don't be afraid of a change and taking a risk, comfort zone might trapped you someday.